May 2013
15 posts
I must admit,
I have moments of weakness where I do miss your company and presence, but then I always end up shaking it off. I remember how free I feel where I’m currently at. I’m happier without you and I’m so relieved to know that I won’t ever have to go through that pain every again. I’m excited because I can now know what it feels like to experience pure bliss.
Don’t...
Do you ever notice that the first conversations are always the best? You meet someone and at first, it may be awkward but once the ice is broken, you start to feel more comfortable. You can act more like yourself now. Eventually, you two can talk about anything and the conversation just never dies. You just keep branching off to new topics. With each conversation you start to know a little more...
honestly genuinely happy.
I’ve learned to finally let you go and I can honestly say, I don’t miss you as much as I thought I would. I’m proud of myself for getting on with my life and moving on because I know I would be happier in the end. Thank you for all the memories you’ve given me and thank you for teaching me so many things. Most of all, thank you for making me be able to feel emotions again and again, no matter how...
Maybe it's just me but,
I don’t mind when a guy is protective.
I think it’s actually kinda cute. I know a lot of people would find it annoying and suffocating. I mean, I could see why, but I just never viewed it that way. It’s better to have someone to care than not care at all. The “Who are you with?” “Where are you?” and “When will you be home?” kind of questions never really seemed to...
my ass is literally like |
curse u asians
Don’t wait for that cute guy to ask you out to lunch. If you like him, go ask him out yourself. Don’t go eat at the same place for your birthday every year because it’s a “tradition.” If you know of something better to do, then do it. Be the one to make the first move. Take charge, and do something about it. It’s the only way you’ll get somewhere in life. Waiting around for things to happen...
the moment when the person you’ve secretly creeped on before follows you first and then creeps through your stuff omg
Anonymous asked: What type of blogs do you like to follow?
April 2013
34 posts
I never felt this insecure in my life and trust, I’ve had some pretty low stages. It has come to the point where I’m just consumed. I bet it’s an amazing feeling to feel confident and to love yourself. My only wish is that someday I know the feeling.
i really do hope no one reads my tumblr sometimes hA HA ha
"It’s okay, I’m fine”.
Half the time, when these words are spoken, it’s a lie yet no one seeks the real truth behind it. It’s a test to see if you are wise enough to realize that we are actually not “okay”. People want to feel wanted. Sadly, we all fail at this test. We are oblivious. It’s funny how those four words are so complex. They are used as a cover up so that people won’t be aware of our weakness yet a cry for...
Anonymous asked: your taste in music just made you 10x more attractive.
courtneybabyyy asked: y u so coot
might as well say what you’re already thinking because we’re on the same page.
I honestly don’t think I’ve ever had much of a problem dealing with feelings before. I’ve always accepted it and whatever fate it held for me. I either didn’t care, or I knew what I had coming. I’ve always been the assertive one— the one who wouldn’t settle for ambiguous “what if’s.” I never minded randomly confessing the way I felt about someone. I don’t know why.. I guess it was better than...
urbancatfitters:
careful or u’ll trip over my low self esteem
i plant these ridiculous scenarios in my head that 99.99% will never happen…..but i still daydream about them anyways because i like to hold on to that 1%.
don’t we all?
You miss the thrill of it all if you stay only within your comfort barriers. Nothing’s more refreshing than meeting new people and becoming more socially independent without your set group of friends. Good vibes and good company. ‘Twas a good weekend!
I can't ever bring it to myself to hate you.
Although you have given me every reason to. A heart can only handle so much lies, games, and manipulation. You taught me everything there was to know about love. You showed me how to feel a different kind of pain; heartache. There are brief moments where I completely despise every being of your body and then there are times where I’m thankful for our times together. If it wasn’t for you, I...
Anonymous asked: <333
Anonymous asked: Hey don't forget that I still occasionally creep :)
whatkeytomyheartis asked: you're welcomee :) it'ss true thoughh! you're gorgeous <33
Anonymous asked: i lovee those 'sexual' types of songs too hahah. what is the name of the song you posted on 4/9? i lovee it :D. Lol
Anonymous asked: gurrrl, why you insecure? you're perrff
duccccky asked: Your thoughts are literally perfect :)
right guy wrong time right time wrong guy new guy old lines old guy new lines
I wish you could understand the ache when I look in the mirror. I wish I could explain the feeling of inadequate when I see myself reflect back at me. I wish I can put in words why it’s so hard for me to become comfortable in my own skin. I wish you can feel the everyday battle I fight to attempt to love myself. This is the feeling of madness. My insecurities are consuming me.
Anonymous asked: you're honestly so relateable.. we both vent about the same things. I wish I had a friend like you
like seriously
am i in the process of getting attractive yet
DON’T TELL ME I’M STUCK LIKE THIS FOREVER
The internal struggles with putting your thoughts and emotions into words. It only becomes more difficult when I’m growing older to dot down these thoughts and emotions. It’s not as easy as it used to be.
I don’t miss you.
April fools.
March 2013
22 posts
Some things never change. You are still the same big-headed dork I’ve discovered about 10 years ago. Best friends or not, nothing could ever change how much we’ve gone through together. I can’t even begin to recall all the times that I figured something new about myself just by being with you. I’m so grateful to realize how our own individual imperfectness became so perfect together. After all the...