but they say good thing comes to those who wait and i can prove it. 

I have moments of weakness where I do miss your company and presence, but then I always end up shaking it off. I remember how free I feel where I’m currently at. I’m happier without you and I’m so relieved to know that I won’t ever have to go through that pain every again. I’m excited because I can now know what it feels like to experience pure bliss. 

Don’t get me wrong, I do miss you.
Just not enough to have you back in my life.

I wouldn’t do that to myself. 

Do you ever notice that the first conversations are always the best? You meet someone and at first, it may be awkward but once the ice is broken, you start to feel more comfortable. You can act more like yourself now. Eventually, you two can talk about anything and the conversation just never dies. You just keep branching off to new topics. With each conversation you start to know a little more and more about them. It keeps you interested and it never really bores you. You just want to keep talking to them. You want to keep knowing more about them but on a personal level. You know what to know their weakness and strengthens. You want to know them, inside and out.

honestly genuinely happy.

the lyrics give me a disturbing visual BUT ES SO CATCHY.

I’ve learned to finally let you go and I can honestly say, I don’t miss you as much as I thought I would. I’m proud of myself for getting on with my life and moving on because I know I would be happier in the end. Thank you for all the memories you’ve given me and thank you for teaching me so many things. Most of all, thank you for making me be able to feel emotions again and again, no matter how painful it became because I won’t be able to experience these emotions again for a really long time. It was a long journey, but I think our journey have come to an end. A chapter of my life have come to an end. All I really wish for is that you’ll be happy in the future or now because everyone deserves happiness at some point even if they’ve made mistakes. Just, take care of yourself because I don’t I can care anymore. It’s tiring and I decided to put an end to this all because well, I can finally say that I’m getting on with my life without always having memories of you stopping me from my track. You’re just another stranger in my life now and I wish the best for you. I genuinely do. I’m glad I let you go because now I can feel free from being so caged inside this place that I once called home. A home I used to confide in, a home I used to adore, but now it’s a home that only keep me too broken and trapped, suffocating me. Regardless, that home is just a memory now. Thanks again for the memories.

I don’t mind when a guy is protective.

I think it’s actually kinda cute. I know a lot of people would find it annoying and suffocating. I mean, I could see why, but I just never viewed it that way. It’s better to have someone to care than not care at all. The “Who are you with?” “Where are you?” and “When will you be home?” kind of questions never really seemed to bother me. I see it as him just making sure you’re safe and coming home in one piece. I see nothing wrong with that.

my ass is literally like |

curse u asians